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Marguerite Duras: Negative Hands

16/11/2016
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We call ‘negative hands’, the hands found on the walls of the Magdalenian caves of sub-atlantic Europe. These hands were just pressed upon the rock, after having been covered with colour. Usually, they were black, or blue. No explanation has been found for this practice.

In front of the ocean
under the cliff
on the granite wall

these hands

wide open

Blue
and black

Blue like the water
Black like the night

The man came alone into the cave
in front of the ocean
All the hands are the same size
he was alone

The man alone in the cave looked
into the noise
into the noise of the sea
the immensity of things

And he cried out

“You who have a name, who have been given an identity, I love you”

These hands
blue like the water
black like the sky

Flat

Pressed outspread on the grey granite

So that someone would see them

I am someone who calls
I am the one who called, who cried out, thirty thousand years ago

“I love you”

I cry out that I want to love you, I love you

I love whoever will hear my cry

On the empty earth, these hands will remain, on the granite wall, facing the ocean’s roar

Unbearable

No one will hear anymore

See anymore

Thirty thousand years
these hands there, black

The refraction of the light on the sea makes the stone wall tremble

I am someone, I am the one, who called, who cried out, in this white light

Desire

The word has not yet been invented

He looked at the immensity of things, within the roar of the waves, the immensity of its force

And then he cried out

Above him the forests of Europe
without end

He stands amidst the rock
corridors
paths of stone
everywhere

You, who have a name, who have been given an identity, I love you with an indefinite love

He had to climb down the cliff
conquer his fear
The wind blows from the continent, it drives back the ocean
The waves struggle against the wind
They advance
slowed down by its force
and patiently reach
the stone wall

Everything crashes

I love you more than you
I will love whoever will hear that I cry out that I love you

Thirty thousand years

I call

I call the one who will answer me

I want to love you, I love you

For thirty thousand years, I cry out, in front of the sea, the white ghost

I am the one who cried out that he loved you, you

 

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Voice-over by Marguerite Duras from Les mains négatives (1978). You can find the original text here.

Translated by Elias Grootaers